Life's Miracle Run...

Looking into the past…
Once problems as oceans vast…
Time flew very fast…
Faster than any doubt can cast…
I find myself falling from dust to dust…
Sometimes I doubt where is the god that I trust?
So many things, I thought they will last…
But things became unpredictable, it all happened in a blast…
Walking down life’s cruel path…
I end up soaking wet in bloody baths…
Terrains are rough and tough…
What’s more; I’m still in search of my other half…
Along the way I stumbled and flopped…
What I do best is watching others reaching the top…
My life is a blessed one, but it bears a curse…
I often help others, yet I myself am helpless…
I’m trying my best to quench this thirst…
But it seems things are getting worse…
If there is a love meant for me…
I want to have it fasta…
But God’s timing is something to obey I must…
On His love, I must place my trust…
If I am to love, I want to do it all I can…
And in being loved, I hope it will last to the very end…
And with love, I hope to find faith and hope…
Where three strands bind together, and form a rope…
May God render me grace and mercy…
Fill my heart which is hollow and empty…
But I shall bide his timing, and his will be done…
Not solely what I hope for and what I want…
May love one day to me He grant…
That someone will be my side, with me together…
End life’s miracle run…

-Bornion Crusader-

Do they love me?

I miss those days…
Whereby a child will go up to one and say,
“Let’s be friends, and everyday shall be our Friendship Day”…
I miss those days…
Whereby we sat down together and feast,
All of us with life so well please…
I miss those days…
Whereby we can share our happiness and grieves,
In good times as well as by temptation sifted…
I miss those days…
Whereby the sun never seems to set,
But it must; at some point, from the skies it fled…
I tried to love…
With all my heart, soul and spirit…
As how I am being love,
By my Father above…
I tried to set an example…
Being the salt and the light…
Nothing much changed and the changes are slight…
I tried to cater to all…
Help them up when they fall…
But haven’t they notice?
They are building nothing but walls…
I’m trying my best…
Completing God assigned personnel conquest…
Have I been bearing fruits?
I do not know…
But I am doing what I’m told…
“Love your neighbors, as well as your enemies”
I’ve loved them, and love them so…
I wonder,
DO THEY LOVE ME?
YES OR NO??

-Bornion Crusader-