the aching heart cries out in agony…
the mind struggles in frenzy…
the battle has not been won…
but the most is gone…
how i tread carefully all these while…
a step at a time on life’s Green Mile…
through all the hardship and the pain…
everything turn out in vain…
i’ve put my all upon the floor…
everything i have, nothing less or more…
the outcome is futile…
both in the past and now…
why then should i push myself,
to my limits for thyself??
i command no place in your narrow world…
i am just another Kino seeking the “World’s Biggest Pearl”…
But despair and grieve came with it…
thus i have no choice but be part from it…
for any longer my life would collapse for something…
that i have no place without or within…
life of simplicity would be a bliss…
celibacy might spare me of the “Pearl’s” amiss…
but i pray that it would meet its worthy owner…
retaining it is painful, and way much harder…
i shan’t longer wait anymore…
all hopes thrown out of the door…
i wish for nothing now…
but if God has more to spare…
i shan’t neither grumble and gladly bear…
for God’s blessings would be the best and fair!!
-Bornion Crusader-
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