My incompetence, My Limitations...

If I could ever just bring peace…
To the world that crave for it…
If I could ever bring ease…
To those who are in need…
If I could ever just be powerful...
To cater to all how God did…
If I could ever be more capable…
Maybe there’re lesser people who bleed…

Yet I know there’s much I can’t achieve…
Some dreams are too great to reach…
Though there’s much I want to believe…
Somehow there’s something of a problem; or a glitch…
I want to practice of what I often preach…
Yet most of the time,
Between talking n acting there’s a great great rift…

Sometimes I would just want to take both paths…
Where it would only allow a choice of either one…
Sometimes I wonder if the Devil is having a cruel laugh…
When I’m to decide whom to cater to…
I find myself never been ever true;
I’m weak, and just a fool…
What can I possibly do??

I despise my own incompetence…
My own inability to bring relieve…
To protect my own confidence…
To defend my own belief…

Now I’m left standing…
At the wake of the consequences of my own decision…
Which I can never regret…
Nor take a U-turn back…
For in compensation for my limitation…
I am to sacrifice another option…
In favor for another that is full of doubts and questions…
Which I hope that my heart would never need to answer...
My conscience painful reaction...

-Bornion Crusader-

Let It Go, Let It flow...

The much anticipated moment of despair…
Has finally taken its place…
To some it was hard to bear…
It’s just too unfair!!
Some took a whole day…
For the thought to sink in…
Reflecting upon it…
It’s such a sad sad thing…
Mourning over the painful tear…
Fuming over the ugly win…
Is life gonna be a new beginning?
Classes were fun,
Often with debates and words of punts…
And tips for Life’s Cruel Run…
Who shall water the half grown plants??
Which in need of proper care…
Who shall tell us how to dress up and what to wear??
And how to mend broken hearts and broken pairs??
Life has come to a change…
And so must we…
Things of the past; the gain the loss…
Let go and just let it be…
For it is tomorrow that we must brace bravely…
Mourn if we must…
But don’t be bound to it…
For in changes and new things we must invest our trusts…
Rebuild once again from scratch…
And maybe someday we’ll realize…
What happened today is a blessing set for tomorrow…
Though stranded in our present sorrows…
Have faith and the Lord shall pick us up…
And lead us on where we should go…

-Bornion Crusader-