Life's Miracle Run...

Looking into the past…
Once problems as oceans vast…
Time flew very fast…
Faster than any doubt can cast…
I find myself falling from dust to dust…
Sometimes I doubt where is the god that I trust?
So many things, I thought they will last…
But things became unpredictable, it all happened in a blast…
Walking down life’s cruel path…
I end up soaking wet in bloody baths…
Terrains are rough and tough…
What’s more; I’m still in search of my other half…
Along the way I stumbled and flopped…
What I do best is watching others reaching the top…
My life is a blessed one, but it bears a curse…
I often help others, yet I myself am helpless…
I’m trying my best to quench this thirst…
But it seems things are getting worse…
If there is a love meant for me…
I want to have it fasta…
But God’s timing is something to obey I must…
On His love, I must place my trust…
If I am to love, I want to do it all I can…
And in being loved, I hope it will last to the very end…
And with love, I hope to find faith and hope…
Where three strands bind together, and form a rope…
May God render me grace and mercy…
Fill my heart which is hollow and empty…
But I shall bide his timing, and his will be done…
Not solely what I hope for and what I want…
May love one day to me He grant…
That someone will be my side, with me together…
End life’s miracle run…

-Bornion Crusader-

Do they love me?

I miss those days…
Whereby a child will go up to one and say,
“Let’s be friends, and everyday shall be our Friendship Day”…
I miss those days…
Whereby we sat down together and feast,
All of us with life so well please…
I miss those days…
Whereby we can share our happiness and grieves,
In good times as well as by temptation sifted…
I miss those days…
Whereby the sun never seems to set,
But it must; at some point, from the skies it fled…
I tried to love…
With all my heart, soul and spirit…
As how I am being love,
By my Father above…
I tried to set an example…
Being the salt and the light…
Nothing much changed and the changes are slight…
I tried to cater to all…
Help them up when they fall…
But haven’t they notice?
They are building nothing but walls…
I’m trying my best…
Completing God assigned personnel conquest…
Have I been bearing fruits?
I do not know…
But I am doing what I’m told…
“Love your neighbors, as well as your enemies”
I’ve loved them, and love them so…
I wonder,
DO THEY LOVE ME?
YES OR NO??

-Bornion Crusader-

The Journey...

It was quite a journey…
A trip to the world unknown…
None of us know for surely…
Where the leaves are blown…
With some linen we set out…
To seek a treasure high above the clouds…
Off we go, simply so we thought…
Driven by excitement purely…
With slippers and shorts…
Through rough terrains and all the pain…
Of thorns and leeches sucking blood in vain…
All in all, we rise and fall…
We reach the top, the last and lost…
Stood a magnificent waterfall…
Tears drooping mixed with sweat…
Our eyes on the destination set…
Something unexpected, unthinkable met…
But along darkness fear had us enwrapped…
We thought that doom might come and have us trapped…
On unknown terrain, no food and energy sapped…
Nor any weapon to make our defense…
Thunder came and the canopy’s too dense…
For once, the world doesn’t make any sense...
We make haste and ran down the path…
Which we went up with giggles and laugh…
But now with grim faces and weary looks…
It was nowhere near what we learn from the books…
From our lips we utter prayers…
Pleading protection and forgiveness…
Lest that anything happen…
For some remorse too sudden…
But alas…
His mercy comes with great abundance…
He is still our great Providence…
We reached safe and sound…
At the hot pools warmed ourselves one last round…
Making each penny worth each pound…
Before back home we make our way…
A way from where too far we strayed…
Thank God that everything price in advance Christ has paid…
For His life freely in the tomb He laid…
Lest one day “I want your life” He said…
I would certainly recall that very day…
Which my life was mercifully spared…
We stood amazed in the middle of nowhere…
Savoring a moment of awe we can never get…
Elsewhere…

-Bornion Crusader-

Out of today...

Love comes,
Love goes…
Before you can reap,
First you have to sow…
When there’s a high,
There’s also a low…
You have your love ones,
So as your foes…
Things get hot at times,
Sometimes you still feel cold…
Young you may have been,
But one day you’ll be old…
In your old age stories you will tell,
Just as how you were once told…
There are moments our eyes meet,
But we were also bound to split…
There are instances that make us bleed,
Of being lied to or cheat…
But we too had our hearts conceded,
Of which our life completes…
Just as been on honey feed,
In life love shall be our lead…
Let it be the light at your feet,
A guide to a tomorrow, better and sweet,
It is indeed painful being apart,
In body, soul and spirit…
But take up your stations and be on your guard,
Let not this precious gift of love sway further more than a yard…
Challenges may interfere and stand in between,
But if the love is pure and true you shall win…
He shall be your king,
And you his queen…
How long could you persevere?
An interesting question to ponder…
How long could you sustain?
In a future too uncertain to be sure…
But what is yet to come,
Its name is “tomorrow”…
What was and past,
We called it “yesterday”…
Since all we have is what was left,
Savor all you have and make the most…
Out of today…

-Bornion Crusader-

Making Decisions...

“Life’s about choices”…
Such a well said verse…
But each choice comes with each difference…
Whether it is a blessing or a curse…
It depends on your perception…
On how you decipher a condition…
It hunts everyone; there is no exception…
Every time we make a decision…
As an individual or as a whole…
Long it has been told…
We do not seek for our own benefits sole…
You may feel tired; and I know…
From giving out and feel not appreciated…
But whether it is accepted or rejected…
One party will feel appreciated; another dejected…
But let it not our commitment deducted…
In life it’s best not seeking to please others…
Rather strive to do the just and right…
So that we can stand up and might…
Face whatever trials and hardship and keep the light…
And bear in mind that we remain friends forever…
In my heart you hold the best interest ever…
On our path of life we shall seek the best solution…
For every single tricky situation…
To reach a mutual agreement…
And reach our final destination; everyone at their station…
With no exception…

-Bornion Crusader-