Incomprehensibles…

Sometimes I just feel,

the world is upside down,

I don’t know what to believe;

Truth is nowhere to be found…

Often I’m confused,

by the currents of the World,

in which it operates its mystery,

shrouded in its clouded fakery…

At times I find myself dumbfounded,

when I reflect on how things changed,

how can one profess love yesterday,

yet the love is gone today?

Alas! Has the world gone astray?

Oh Seekers of Love and Peace,

In this mist of fear and pain,

Have all your efforts been in vain?

The world is not plain right or wrong;

it’s a mixture of black and white,

yet complacency becomes the resting place,

of those in the dark in need of light…

I pray that better things are yet to come,

than the world I’ve live to see today,

I pray that I would strive on and hard,

to see that blessed day,

though deep down I know: The End is not far away,

and pray,

I’m not too far astray…

-Bornion Crusader-

Letter to Love…

Dear Love,

What is Faith when Thou is not present?

What is Hope when Thou is absent?

Sometimes I forget, dear friend,

That Thou is all that matters.

 

Thou art kind, Thou art pure

To anguished hearts,

Thou art their cure.

Thou don’t bear grudges, not remembering wrongs

To conscience-stricken hearts,

Thou brought forgiveness.

Thou art faithful, and remained the same through ages

To those who love,

Thou prevailed even beyond the Hades.

 

What is Faith when Thou is not present?

What is Hope when Thou is absent?

Faith, Hope & Love

Among these and above,

Thou art the greatest of them all.

Till the end of ages part me not!!

 

Yours who love,

Unloved

-Bornion Crusader-

Letter to Hope

Dear Hope,

 

I pray thou part me not.

As how thou have been there for me…

It’s thy support I sought…

It’s thy strength that I walk on…

At times the skies are dark & gloom…

Nights where the stars veiled by the darkened moon…

I pray this Dusk would end very soon…

For Night is bound to be…

The lord of this land as the Day…

But if thou is ever around me…

I shall never go astray…

With if thou be my guide…

Thou would lead me through the darkest Night…

Though I may stand at the pinnacle of this Land…

Where the Night turns to Day…

Sometimes I get complacent, and am willing to stay…

Thou must give me a little nudge and say,

“The Day rests beyond a distance away, buckle up and get along the way…”

For if thou ever from me depart…

Where Salvation would be from thou apart??

For I’ll always know,

“Thou resides in my Heart”

 

Yours Hopefully,

Hopeless

 

-Bornion Crusader-

Letter to Faith

Dear Faith,

I know not how Thee

Defended me from the Evil Ones

Throughout all the years

Through all these fears

 

I know not how Thee

Stood by me even before legions of army

Safeguarding me from the tedious battles

That took place before the doorsteps of my heart

Throughout all the years

Through all these fears

 

I know I have neglected Thee

I’ve not care if Thou needed repairs

Or if rats nibbled holes on Thee

'But by Thy namesake Thou hadn’st forsaken me

Throughout all the years

Through all these fears

 

I know how sometimes I betray Thee

By my own arms tear Thee

For my heart yearns for the earthly lusts

Amidst of my treachery Thou has still protected me

Throughout all the years

Through all these fears

 

Thus with all I can

With what I am

For Thy sake as well as mine

I shall strive on and defend

This Land of Honey and Milk

Till the very very end

End of ages and End of men

 

Yours Faithfully,

Unfaithful

  -Bornion Crusader-

This Numbness…

 

Maybe it’s written on the stars…

Predictable as the weathers…

I couldn’t seem to pull myself together…

This Numbness engulfs my heart…

 

Maybe it has been prophesized…

Foretold by the signs…

I just can’t suppress this dreadful feeling…

This Numbness that tears me apart…

 

Maybe it is destined…

Like a script written for a play…

I thought I could rewrite them in my favour…

But alas this Numbness rips me within…

 

Maybe everything is just ‘maybe’s…

Something that none of us can foresee…

I think and decide and make my point…

But I guess, this Numbness won’t be here for long…

 

Maybe, things soon would turn out better for me!!

 

-Bornion Crusader-