Reunion...

A train of thoughts flow through the mind…

While staring upon the stars that blind…

Of where life has led me with this fate of mine…

I’ve been through the sweet, sour and bitter…

For I once thought sweet was the only flavor…

But alas life has more to come…

That without pain pleasure brings no fun…

I used to be so ignorant and naïve…

And I wanted to believe in dreams and myths…

But I was brought to ground, solid and hard…

My dreams and heart suffered from serious cuts…

Just as stars ventured out of its designated paths…

A drastic fall from grace,

all that is there is god’s immense wrath…

People often say that “time heals everything”…

But mine is far from any “complete healing”…

Every wound would leave a scar…

We can never be again who we are…

For the wages of sin is death…

Dead in the spirit, no hope is left…

But there was this fountain of the “Divine Healing”…

Of blood and flesh from our divine kin...

There was no hope, but to Love was more than willing…

To those who believe a life anew it brings…

Though I lost in the past but now I win…

With the Faith bestowed I am keen…

To face tomorrow with the Hope I’ve seen…

Though the scars would remain for what I’ve done…

Though I failed in my quest for the things I want…

But now life rewrites itself anew…

While the gentle breeze on my face it blew…

The train of thoughts flow through my mind…

I was once lost; I was blind…

But all that matters is am now been found…

To Love I am forever bound…

And all my blessings I keep a count…

Till the day everything comes to an end…

Of which Love reunites with man…

-Bornion Crusader-

My incompetence, My Limitations...

If I could ever just bring peace…
To the world that crave for it…
If I could ever bring ease…
To those who are in need…
If I could ever just be powerful...
To cater to all how God did…
If I could ever be more capable…
Maybe there’re lesser people who bleed…

Yet I know there’s much I can’t achieve…
Some dreams are too great to reach…
Though there’s much I want to believe…
Somehow there’s something of a problem; or a glitch…
I want to practice of what I often preach…
Yet most of the time,
Between talking n acting there’s a great great rift…

Sometimes I would just want to take both paths…
Where it would only allow a choice of either one…
Sometimes I wonder if the Devil is having a cruel laugh…
When I’m to decide whom to cater to…
I find myself never been ever true;
I’m weak, and just a fool…
What can I possibly do??

I despise my own incompetence…
My own inability to bring relieve…
To protect my own confidence…
To defend my own belief…

Now I’m left standing…
At the wake of the consequences of my own decision…
Which I can never regret…
Nor take a U-turn back…
For in compensation for my limitation…
I am to sacrifice another option…
In favor for another that is full of doubts and questions…
Which I hope that my heart would never need to answer...
My conscience painful reaction...

-Bornion Crusader-

Let It Go, Let It flow...

The much anticipated moment of despair…
Has finally taken its place…
To some it was hard to bear…
It’s just too unfair!!
Some took a whole day…
For the thought to sink in…
Reflecting upon it…
It’s such a sad sad thing…
Mourning over the painful tear…
Fuming over the ugly win…
Is life gonna be a new beginning?
Classes were fun,
Often with debates and words of punts…
And tips for Life’s Cruel Run…
Who shall water the half grown plants??
Which in need of proper care…
Who shall tell us how to dress up and what to wear??
And how to mend broken hearts and broken pairs??
Life has come to a change…
And so must we…
Things of the past; the gain the loss…
Let go and just let it be…
For it is tomorrow that we must brace bravely…
Mourn if we must…
But don’t be bound to it…
For in changes and new things we must invest our trusts…
Rebuild once again from scratch…
And maybe someday we’ll realize…
What happened today is a blessing set for tomorrow…
Though stranded in our present sorrows…
Have faith and the Lord shall pick us up…
And lead us on where we should go…

-Bornion Crusader-

Season of Love

It’s again, the season of love…
A gift from our Father above…
A time to celebrate Jesus’ miracle birth…
A joyful day, for all the earth…

It’s again, the season of love…
A time to straighten those who curved…
To offer water to those who thirsts…
To bring redemption from sin and death’s cruel curse…

It’s again, the season of love…
Made available by the Master who serve…
He wasn't spared; His blood drenched the earth…
Hung on the tree, life slipping through His pain stricken nerves…

It’s again, the season of love…
He is sinless, ranks high above…

But He humbled Himself to this lowly sinful turf…

He was made sinful, bearing our Curse…

It’s again, the season of love…
Let’s not forget through Him all is made of its worth…
Through His blood He broke the Curse…
Through His death to the Church He gave its birth…

It’s again, the season of love…
He first loves us thus we love…
So now let’s hold hands together, and spread His love…
For we must never forget; God is Love!!

It’s again, THE SEASON OF LOVE!!

-Bornion Crusader-

Season of Love!!

Tagging Along...

I know this is stupid, don't tell me but it is. I don't know why I do it but there it is. It's so small that I have to keep magnifying the picture, and I can't even tell if it's a cat with 5 legs and no tail or a cat with no legs and 5 tails. DARN I forgot about the eyes also (a curse??) and the whiskers is totally out of place. I think the first one on the right is floating. Well, not bad for my first tag. Thanks to my drawing skills, I came across a new species of cat. Maybe I should give it a name. *Neesemese Cat* How does it sound??

P.S. By far this is the hardest struggle I have in my "electronical" life; drawing a cat on my laptop. I wonder what's more yet to come?

-Bornion Crusader-