Star Gazing Rhapsody

At times it’s just so,

you’re so far off

even the summer nights felt cold,

missing your acquaintance felt aloft.

Could it be that it’s written,

as a star-crossed dream??

or is it bidding for its own time,

for the rhythm to suit the rhyme?

If there must be a cause

for now in life and days to come,

i fear this could be my “paradise lost”;

for i truly wish you to be happy.

for to heap my blessings upon this curse

is a cruel and painful thing.

but if i should never drink what i thirst,

you would always be the song i sing…

牛郎与织女

生前盼望死后衰

初时爱意终要怠

漫漫人生必有终

飘飘云彩去无踪

心里挂齿暗自喜

天边茫茫藏知己

醉翁之意非在酒

倾城含笑往心流

人生自古谁无死

乃留丹青照汗青

牛朗心芳早她归

只问织女心属谁

两岸樱猴唙不住

轻舟已过万重山

心里无奈欲大哭

只待相逢依不晚

默然守候此日到

你我白头偕到老

织女纵归天上仙

牛郎只得尽圣贤

i thought…

I thought i don’t,

but the truth is i miss you…

many a days spent is far too few,

how i regret my silent truth…

i thought i am strong,

but how i recall those evening strolls

we took together at the park…

i thought 3 years is short,

and that i should spend it wisely….

but i can’t help but imagine as this battle fought,

what I've lost in you…

i thought i can just let you go,

by indulging myself in fantasies…

but when these in truth are shred apart,

it is your company that i truly long…

i thought i can and would,

be happy for whom you’ve got…

but this is nothing that my heart has sought,

i am bitter for all that’s lost…

i thought this is all but set,

perhaps it is, perhaps it’s not…

i need to do, what i should and what i ought,

to defend this fragile fort…

i think and thought,

all for naught…

i fight and fought,

god will bring me my final lot…