An Unwilling Traveller’s Monologue…

Thinking that soon I’ll be leaving,

This land of comfort and love,

My tiny voice whispered within,

Would those years to come be of any worth?

If only it won’t my heart itself deceive,

This journey will be one that I would savour,

If only my heavy soul my body could heave,

Such a big world out there, What could I not achieve?

I wonder if I had put my best in her,

How different would today be?

I ponder if these coming days I can be there for Her,

Would She be there for me?

Its just a yard yet so far apart,

The Flower would soon charm a swarm of wasp,

I can only place it deep down my heart,

Wish it all the best, May you in love find your rest.

While my heart today has torn to two,

Yet I must walk on and live in full,

Who knows how, when and where,

I might return and she waits there.

Though it may be just a hollow dream,

I may not succeed, I may not win,

But upon this dream, my hope I pin.

-Bornion Crusader-

Particles of Hope…

Sometimes I wonder,

What tomorrow would bring,

While today is a wretched one...

I would want to run,

From this world if I can…

For it’s an empty hunt,

To answer questions of how and when...

The night seems so long,

With everything seems so wrong…

But each night has to end with dawn,

And a new day shall soon be born…

Light would shine amidst of darkness,

And Hope emerge among the hopeless…

This light will be my light,

To lead me on as my guide…

I shall walk towards the light,

Leaving the shadow behind…

For when hope answers to my plights,

I shall savour joy forever,

High up on cloud nines!!

-Bornion Crusader-